It was too much to bear. She feared she would have nothing of her loved one, no body, no remains to bury.
She took handfuls of dirt and flung it in her own face, overcome.
More families arrived yesterday at the site of the Ethiopian Airlines crash that killed 157 people. They came with the hope that they could bring some trace of their loved ones home.
Some fell to their knees in grief when they learned there was nothing left. Others hurled themselves forward, wailing, or staggered in relatives' arms.
The mourning was mixed with frustration. For some, their beliefs dictated that they must have something to bury.