Over the years, Maureen Tolfree has grown used to the lies and obfuscation, the tiny steps of progress followed by further setbacks. At the age of 69 she is not ready to be quiet, even though she is now in poor health.
The Briton has invested much of her energy over the past two decades trying to secure justice for her brother, Brian Peters, who at 29 was one of five journalists murdered by Indonesian soldiers on October 16, 1975, as the nation prepared to invade East Timor. Another journalist who went to probe the killings was also executed.
Indonesia has always insisted the so-called Balibo Five died in cross-fire. But after years of campaigning by Tolfree and other relatives, an Australian judge in 2007 ruled the journalists, who were working for two Australian television networks, were deliberately killed by Indonesian special forces to prevent news of the impending invasion from getting out.
The judge asked the Australian Federal Police (AFP) to investigate whether war crimes charges were applicable and if three senior Indonesian officers accused of ordering the killings could be summoned.
This week, seven years on, the Australian police concluded they are unable to progress with such charges.