Judith Collins remains confident she will retain her position as National Party leader in 2021 – despite what "you people in the media" keep reporting.
National had a challenging year in 2020, facing three leadership changes and rumoured discord within the party.
Taking over as Leader of the Opposition after Todd Muller's surprise resignation was an "absolute hospital pass," Collins told The Country's Jamie Mackay.
"But I knew it was and I thought, well look - if I don't do it – then who's going to do it?"
Collins thought she should have been leader "a while back" and had been telling her colleagues "for a long time."
"Everyone knows that – I'm not telling you anything new. But if I didn't take it when it was being offered, in a time of real trial, then I didn't deserve to have it. So I better just put myself into the job and get on and do it."