Anthony Hurst is among the thousands of parents now waiting an agonising month before they can be sure their children have escaped the contamination scare.
The North Shore father's 8-month-old twins, Amelia and Joshua, were fed from the recalled batches of Karicare formula until Monday morning.
"We are two very concerned parents who have found absolutely no reassurance from Fonterra in its communications about any of its baby formula products and will never be able to return to this brand with a clear conscience when we feed our children."
After years of trying, Amelia and Joshua were finally born. The babies spent a period in the neonatal intensive care unit and were fed Karicare by staff.
Mr Hurst said he and his wife, Maria, were "loathe to change" brands out of fear of giving the twins something they didn't take to.