It's fair to say my relationship with Eden Park is not exactly flourishing.
I was never a fan of the rebuild and I'm still not a fan of this concrete jungle, with such massive limitations in a residential zone but which is still deemed our 'National Stadium'.
We have tried mediation, to mend fences and explain the inner workings of this flawed stadium. I even went along one day to pour some beers, to see exactly how quickly you could service the needs of a thirsty crowd. I was not great, by the way.
But it's time to admit we are so philosophically apart that there is no coming back.
I admire Eden Park chief executive Guy Ngata for at least attempting to change things up, trying to get concerts into the old lady before that concept was unceremoniously shut down by the residents and the wondrous Resource Management Act.
But here is the issue for Eden Park and, for that matter, every other stadium in this country. For those who paid hard-earned cash to go, an amazing sporting contest between the Black Caps and Australia, culminating in Aussie batsman Marcus Stoinis' heroics, was overshadowed by the game-day experience, which sucked.
If you don't believe me, here's what Peter Williams, who has lived and breathed sport his whole life and seen more live sport in different parts of the world than most Kiwis, had this to say: "Eden Park, you are a disgrace to NZ Sports, entertainment and the hospitality industry. A great cricket match spoiled by ridiculous rules. Stay at home and avoid warm beer and awful food." Well said, Peter.