Wallabies and Reds prop James Slipper has addressed his drugs-related ban from rugby ahead of his return to the field.
Slipper was banned for two months and fined NZ$29,970 on May 24 after twice testing positive for cocaine.
The former Reds captain said the suspension forced him to have a good look at himself, and a weight was lifted off his shoulders once he opened up about his struggles to his parents.
"At the time, I didn't see a healthy ending there for a bit," Slipper said.
"I'm not all fixed as they say, but I'm working hard and seeing the professionals - and going well. I'm as happy as I've been in a long time."