Jordan Trainor knows he is lucky to be with the New Zealand Under 20s in England preparing to defend their world title.
Not due to any question marks about his ability - that is unquestioned - but his fortune comes from the fact he lacerated his liver in what was a potentially horrific injury playing club rugby for Ponsonby in April.
"The doctors weren't sure how I was going to heal. They said it could be the whole year or 5-6 weeks, so I had to take it as the weeks went by," says the 20-year-old fullback/wing from the Blues and Waikato.
Lucky indeed that the latter prognosis came good, though he only just started taking contact again this week once the side arrived in England. He was in cotton wool for the Under 20s' final hitout against the Chiefs Development XV on Monday (a 35-24 victory) and will likely only be considered for New Zealand's second game against Ireland next Saturday.
Trainor knows the selectors have taken a leap of faith after he was forced to miss the Oceania series in Australia last month.