Even for a man used to the cruellest cuts at national level, Liam Messam's latest exclusion from All Black thinking must have cut to the quick.
One of the pivotal leadership cogs in the Chiefs' renaissance, Messam has enjoyed his most consistent Super rugby season, but appears to have fallen between two stools: having missed World Cup selection, he has not been afforded the loyalty given to the others in that squad and, at 28, he's not one of the bright, really young things being promoted by Steve Hansen with 2015 in mind.
"You're always disappointed when you miss out on a spot, but it is what it is," Messam said. "You just take it on the chin, keep moving forward and put all your focus into the Chiefs."
The Bay of Plenty product will become the highest capped Chief tomorrow night, when his side faces the Bulls in Hamilton. In doing so, he passes the mercurial Sitiveni Sivivatu, now plying his trade in France.
"It's a nice little achievement but I just told the boys that this game is about us getting our season back on track. The bigger picture for us is to win the Super title, so we've got to make sure we have the right mindset."