From two seasons in the All Blacks' wider training squad to fighting for a place on the Hurricanes bench, it has been a tough run for Brad Shields.
A serious injury suffered before the start of this year's Super Rugby campaign, where he tore his medial collateral ligament and dislocated his left kneecap, has left the loose forward scrapping to return to full fitness.
He came off the bench for 15 minutes against the Bulls in Napier last month but tweaked the same knee again in training a few days later and has been forced to watch the Hurricanes' other loose forwards play some of the best rugby of their careers.
Blindside flanker Faifili Levave has resembled a human wrecking ball this season, Jack Lam looks like he is everywhere on the paddock, Victor Vito is a menace in the lineout, while everybody wants to see more of Ardie Savea.
Shields, who has trained with the national squad during the past two years, has been named as one of six forwards on the Hurricanes' bench for tonight's outing against the Highlanders at Westpac Stadium.