Something will not seem quite right when the Six Nations kicks off this weekend. After 14 straight seasons of combat, after playing more games and scoring more points than anyone in the championship's history, one of the tournament's monuments, Ronan O'Gara, will be missing - and he is not about to deny he will miss it something rotten.
"Oh, Jeez, yes. I'll miss competing," concedes this grand man of Cork, now immersed in a tough first season of coaching as an assistant at Racing Metro in Paris. "It's that half an hour sitting in a winning dressing room after the game, that's what I'll miss most. Oh, and the all-day drinking session after the final game."
O'Gara gives a broad smile, which is a giveaway in itself. The five-eighths, who was intensity personified in Munster red and Ireland green and who has shouldered more pressure moments in sport than anyone should reasonably be asked to handle, admits he is much more relaxed now his job involves the management of others and not the personal weight of having to carry a nation with a single kick at goal.
"Going back to Lansdowne Rd last November, I was down at pitchside doing a bit of TV before the Australia game when all the boys were warming up. It felt very, very strange," mused the man who amassed 557 points in 63 championship matches for Ireland, steered them to four Triple Crowns and, with his late, late "drop of genius" against Wales in 2009, a first Grand Slam for 61 years.
"Even going into the ground as a now-retired player felt odd because it reminded me how, essentially, I had nearly become institutionalised in rugby as a player. It was the only thing I'd known since I left school. My life for 15 years."