This time last year Ryan Crotty was weighing up offers to play rugby offshore.
He was tempted. Of course he was. The money was ridiculous and everyone has a price.
It was also hard for him to be sure about what his future would look like staying in New Zealand. Since making his debut in 2013, he'd been the nearly man of the All Blacks midfield.
He was on the edge of the squad, in and out depending on the injury status of Ma'a Nonu, Sonny Bill Williams, Conrad Smith and Malakai Fekitoa. Crotty was definitely the fifth option - literally, a safe pair of hands to call upon.
Given the circumstances by which he typically ended up winning his caps, the idea sunk in that Crotty was a fix-it sort of player. He was only ever in the team on a temporary basis: holding the fort while one or more of the big dogs was recuperating.
As he contemplated a move to Europe, he tried to assess whether he'd become something else in 2016 knowing as he did that Nonu and Smith would both be moving on.