Nerves are a constant pre-match presence for Tawera Kerr-Barlow. He's afflicted with high trait anxiety and he knows he'll be overly tense ahead of making his first start today against Japan.
He's won 11 caps since making his debut against Scotland last year, but never worn the No 9 shirt. Today is a big day for the 23-year-old - a chance for him to display the qualities that drew the selectors to him last year. What they liked was his tenacity, physicality and ability to be so damaging around the fringes.
The Chiefs went up another gear in their first title-winning campaign when Kerr-Barlow found the confidence to probe around the ruck and use his strength and ability to offload. Lively, influential and with the promise of more to come - now is the time for Kerr-Barlow to deliver.
He's not sure whether the presence of Richie McCaw at No 8 and Daniel Carter at first-five is cause for him to feel less or more nervous. Not many halfbacks will ever play with a combined 220 test caps on either side of them. Neatly tucked between such experience and class, today could be an armchair ride for Kerr-Barlow: the easiest shift he's ever had.
But that's not how it is with halfbacks. They are never there to quietly go about their business. The position demands a voice.