Sitting in the Twickenham changing room before the All Blacks test against England last weekend, a whole range of thoughts were going through Luke Romano's head and not all of them were good ones.
Having injured his groin in the first Rugby Championship test of the year against Australia in Sydney in August, Romano hadn't played for 15 weeks. Recovering from the injury - the same one which struck Dan Carter down during the 2011 World Cup - was a long process.
Carter needed surgery because of his kicking duties, whereas Romano's was left to heal naturally, but he couldn't do any training for the first six weeks and now that he was at rugby's HQ about to take his place on the reserves bench against one of the most physical sides in the world, there was a creeping doubt that he might not be able to go the distance.
"I was probably as nervous as I've ever been before a game,'' Romano said in Dublin as he prepared to play Ireland at the Aviva Stadium on Monday morning - his side's final test of the year. ``There was a whole combination of factors - I hadn't played in 15 weeks and you've got that little doubt whether the groin was going to hold up to it.
Once I got out there and involved it was like putting a glove back on. It felt comfortable.
"It was a bit of a mental barrier to get over... but once I got out there the adrenaline took over.