Winners are grinners, but not me. A wry smile had to do in this case.
I won a big bet - big for me, that is - against club owner Eric Watson when the Warriors failed to make the NRL top-eight playoffs, yet again. I've got plenty of issues, but gambling has never been one of them. Thankfully. You can lose an awful lot in a very short space of time. But winning a bet against a club I want to succeed didn't feel like a true victory, although saving $400 on posh plonk for Watson was a relief.
What I found is that a bet can overshadow the enjoyment of a season. When the Warriors won, when they scored, when they defended bravely (just kidding there) I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. When Parramatta were docked competition points - which should have improved the Warriors' playoff chances - it felt unfair. It became easy to take things like refereeing decisions too personally.
Loyalties were uncomfortably divided when it came to a team I have long wanted to succeed. The season was intense, interesting, but not the usual fun. The gambling days, brief as they have been, are well and truly over.
But if I was a betting man... the Warriors should be at longer odds than necessary for 2017 after events this week.