Alex Glenn is preparing himself for the disappointment he won't be playing against England in Sunday's World Cup semifinal but it's nothing compared to the news he was delivered as a 15-year-old when he was told playing contact sports could threaten his life.
The 25-year-old second-rower is unlikely to be included in the playing 17 for Sunday morning's (NZT) match at Wembley, especially with Sonny Bill Williams and Frank Pritchard ahead of him. His best chance looks to be to usurp Frank-Paul Nu'uausala on the bench or play in the centres if the backline is reshuffled should Manu Vatuvei (groin) be ruled out.
Glenn missed out on the Scotland game last weekend and coach Stephen Kearney has said that side was close to what he considers his best outfit.
"Obviously it's tough when you don't get named in the side but, when you look at the team on paper, it's a very strong squad," Glenn said. "It's hard for me to crack into that position but I'm not far off."
It's a lot closer than where he was as a teenager. He started experiencing back pain and, even though just 15, was struggling to get out of bed. A visit to the chiropractor revealed his spinal cord was bent the wrong way.