His guilt over leaving the girls in Whakatane to revive his league career has eased; those aches and pains in his reconstructed right knee finally seem manageable.
Ten months after abandoning family life for the uncertainty of an incentive-based contract at the Gold Coast Titans, Clinton Toopi suddenly has the best of both worlds - improved terms for 2011 and the relocation of his wife and daughters to Surfers Paradise.
Add in a potential grand final ring on October 3 plus guaranteed employment as a mentor for the Titans' indigenous players once his career ends, and this year represents a remarkable turn of events for one of the restoration projects of the NRL season.
Toopi, 30, was on the verge of retirement when he returned home in June to nurse a nagging calf injury.
He very nearly did not make the return flight 10 days later, only a heart-to-heart with his wife Turenga convinced him to board at Auckland.
"I was fed up with injuries and being away from the family, there were so many times I could have chucked it in," he said.
But he persevered, initially down in the Queensland Cup with the Burleigh Bears until an injury crisis saw him restored to first grade in late July for the golden point win at St George Illawarra.
An automatic selection ever since, Toopi's experience and consistency has been recognised with a place in the 25-man first grade squad next season.
"I'm pretty stoked, it's a career path and a bit of security. They've offered me a contract [for 2011] and then and I go into the workforce."
Mat Rogers' retirement and the Titans unsuccessful bid for Kangaroos and Queensland centre Greg Inglis contributed to him playing another season.
"It made the opportunity more likely," Toopi said.
"We're probably lacking in the backs now with Rat [Rogers] leaving. This year we were so over stacked it wasn't funny. There were seven or eight centres."
And gradually they all ended up in slings, on crutches or playing out of position - like Rogers at five-eighth.
It means eight years since reaching the NRL's premiership decider with the Warriors, Toopi can visualise a second appearance in the sport's pinnacle at ANZ Stadium. His former club presents the first obstacle at Skilled Park tonight, the play-off between the fourth and fifth-ranked finalists.
Toopi, who played 129 games for the Warriors, faced his old team for the first time at Mt Smart Stadium on August 1 and reckons nothing has changed over the past six weeks.
"The Beast is still terrorising blokes, he's bowling everyone over like he's in a temper," said Toopi of cult hero Manu Vatuvei.
Vatuvei has scored three of his 19 tries this season against the Titans, it's primarily Toopi and Jordan Aitkins' responsibility on the right edge to prevent a repeat performance.
"We've gone over a few scenarios in training and practiced a few things we can do to limit his options and success in the air," Toopi said.
"But realistically the whole team has to be alert around him whenever he gets the ball. One or two guys aren't going to nullify The Beast."
Despite Vatuvei's presence, Australian bookmakers quote the Titans as $1.57 favourites to beat the Warriors ($2.40) for a sixth successive game and draw closer to the grand final.
Toopi felt there were similarities - and a significant difference - between the Warriors of 2002 and today's Titans.
"There is that same bond and feeling there but it seems like we're not reliant on one person. It feels like the whole team can take us through.
"We've got experience in Scotty Prince, Rat, Nathan Friend, Greg Bird ... When I look back at the Warriors it was left up to Stacey Jones to do the job."
Toopi, meanwhile, is delighted not to have to fend for himself next year.
Turenga, 5-year-old Waimania and Brianna, 3, move over in January, long overdue.
"I'd never want to go through that separation again," Toopi said.
"I'm just glad my selfishness and their sacrifices have paid off for the family as a whole."
- NZPA
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