Cronulla fullback Nathan Gardner is preparing for the most important game of his NRL career against St George Illawarra at WIN Stadium today.
After a year out of first grade, Gardner feels as though he's making a second debut.
But at the same he knows there's no time for a settling in period.
Off contract and turning 24 next month, Gardner is at his career crossroads, and it's now or never in his bid to earn a new NRL deal.
Nominated for Dally M rookie of the year honours in 2010, the speedy jack-in-the-box is determined to prove that 24 months of hell hasn't curbed his potential to make it as a first grade No 1.