Retiring St George Illawarra star Mark Gasnier has no idea whether he has played his last game - all he can do is hope and pray he hasn't.
The Dragons left their premiership defence in the hands of their NRL rivals following Friday night's 21-12 qualifying final loss to Wests Tigers, ensuring a nervous wait for the side's players and fans.
But no one will be more glued to the television screen hoping at least two of either Melbourne, Manly or Brisbane win their finals matches than Gasnier - which is the result he needs to prolong his career at least another week.
Asked if he had contemplated that this may well be the end, Gasnier said: "No, but it's getting there. Put it this way, I'll be watching the footy on Saturday night pretty nervous. "If it comes it comes ... if that's the last game, that's life.
"You go into a finals series and you definitely don't think that you're definitely going to be in the grand final - I didn't think the same thing last year.