Cameron Smith says his initial reaction to rumours he was having an affair with Fox Sports presenter Yvonne Sampson was to start laughing, but he admits they left his wife, Barb, shattered.
The NRL legend has just released his autobiography, writing about some of the biggest moments and controversies of his career.
From Alex McKinnon's spinal injury and the fallout after, to his relationship with coach Craig Bellamy, to the diamond ring drama in his 400th game and his bizarre feud with Cooper Cronk, Smith's story has been spotted with headline-grabbing moments.
The book even touches on the reason he has struggled for so much of the season with a retirement decision.
"The thing that gets me is that Billy (Slater), Gal and JT all said they knew the exact moment when they could not do it any more and enough was enough. I have not woken up and thought, "Nup, I just can't do it," he wrote.