Injured Kiwis international and Parramatta captain Kieran Foran fears he may never play rugby league again.
Foran, out of action with a season-ending shoulder injury, is weighing up his future as he tries to mend his relationship with partner Rebecca Pope.
The 25-year-old five-eighth has moved back into the family home as the pair try to overcome their issues as Foran struggles with a variety of personal problems.
Sydney's Daily Telegraph report that Foran told his manager Paul Sutton that retiring from the NRL was a real possibility as he struggles to overcome mental health issues.
"There's no doubt that being back home is therapeutic for Kieran," Sutton told The Daily Telegraph.