Honey Hireme was in two minds about being involved in the Kiwis Ferns international programme this year, but says her late mother would have wanted her to be there.
Hireme will captain the New Zealand team at the Rugby League Nines World Cup, just over three weeks after farewelling her Mum Caryn, who passed away after a battle with stomach cancer on September 25.
That had seen Hireme miss the entire NRLW season with the Warriors, as she remained in the Waikato to be close to her family, and she was unsure about coming back.
"I did not consider not playing, or maybe missing the Nines and saving myself for the test match [against the Jillaroos on October 25], especially being away from home and family for two weeks...that was my biggest hangup," said Hireme.
"But when I think about Mum and what she would want, I know absolutely that she would want me to be here and get some normality back in my life and have the support of the girls. That is what she would want, to do what makes me happy. I love rugby league and I've loved it since I was five years old."