Troubled Wallabies star Kurtley Beale admitted he thought long and hard about sitting out the showpiece Lions test series to focus on overcoming his alcohol problems.
Beale yesterday spoke publicly for the first time since he scuffled with Melbourne Rebels teammates Gareth Delve and Cooper Vuna in an alcohol-fuelled incident in Durban almost three months ago.
The elusive fullback-five-eighths, who also lapsed in his rehabilitation a day after his initial return from suspension last month, said he was extremely grateful for the chance to play in the three-test series against the Lions.
Beale was on Monday named in the Wallabies' final 31-man squad and coach Robbie Deans is understood to want to start him in the first test on June 22.
"I'm feeling really good and really positive. It's great to be back in the Wallabies environment, they're a great group of boys and a lot of familiar faces," Beale said at the team's Caloundra training camp.