For Cambridge Stud owner Brendan Lindsay the helplessness was the worst part of losing star stallion Tavistock.
The 14-year-old sire continued a devastating run of bad luck for the world famous stud farm when he was put down on Saturday, losing his battle with laminitis.
His loss comes just months after fellow Cambridge Stud stallions Roaring Lion, who had just arrived from England on a shuttle deal, and then resident stallion Burgundy also died, a scarcely believable trio of circumstances.
While the loss of any stallion is felt hard by a stud, Lindsay says watching Tavistock's battle with laminitis was heart-breaking.
"We just felt so helpless, even with all the resources we had at our disposal," says Lindsay, who with his wife Jo purchased Cambridge Stud from Sir Patrick Hogan in 2017.