Even as she talks about the horror race fall which has threatened her ability to walk again, Maija Vance can't hide how much she loves horses.
The 27-year-old Auckland jockey is in Middlemore Hospital and could be transferred to the Otara spinal unit on Thursday for the next stage of her recovery from her shocking fall at Arawa Park in Rotorua on September 16.
Vance was having just her third hurdle ride when Zedsational misjudged a fence and flipped, smashing into Vance on the other side.
That left her with smashed teeth which almost cut her tongue off, two punctured lungs from broken ribs but most worryingly five fractures in her spine, including two vertebrae.
Because Vance suffered what is termed an "incomplete spinal injury", meaning her spinal cord suffered some damage but was not severed, she has some feeling in her right leg and can feel when her left is being touched.