Disheartened by her opening two performances in her comeback from injury, Silver Ferns captain Casey Williams believes she is not ready to take on Australia this weekend.
New Zealand meet the Diamonds in the third leg of the Quad Series in Sydney on Sunday, with the match-up to decide who will go to the top of the leaderboard in the four nations tournament.
Williams has not played Australia since last year's world championship final and is eager to resume her on-court battles with the Aussie shooters, but she said on current form she shouldn't be in the line-up.
"I'd be hesitant [to take the court against Australia] ... I still feel quite lost out there," said an emotional Williams.
Upset after a lacklustre showing in the Ferns 18-goal win over England on Wednesday night, the super competitive defender's confidence appears to have hit rock-bottom.