Whether she makes the cut or not when the Silver Ferns squad is named, Jodi Brown's comeback story is one of the more remarkable of 2012.
The Steel shooter has been in the international wilderness since 2007, after stepping down from the top level to start a family. During that time, she has played in the ANZ Championship for the Tactix, Magic and Steel, as well as having two children.
After she turned down the opportunity to play at the 2010 Delhi Commonwealth Games (Brown was earmarked for the 12-player squad before pulling out for family reasons), most assumed that was the end of her international career. But she is in contention for a spot in the Silver Ferns team announced tomorrow.
"I was very nervous when I got off the plane [to come into camp]," says Brown, "I thought, 'what the hell am I doing and why am I doing this?' There were jokes going round that a lot of the girls would never have known that I was a Fern. A lot of things have changed and moved on with the times but after a while, it is like hopping on a bike again - though everything seems faster and stronger."
The 31-year-old has no regrets about her time away. She had been in the national system for 10 years, going through "numerous highs and lows in terms of injury and non-selection" and decided it was time to put family first. It was hard to watch the drama that unfolded in Delhi - "as a netballer, you wanted to be there"- but ultimately she is at peace with that decision.