As far as initiations go, it's hard to imagine one tougher than Courtney Tairi's into the Silver Ferns.
The Ferns wing attack, who played in the first three Constellation Cup tests in the current series, was as apprehensive as you would expect ahead of her first New Zealand training camp in early August.
But as she was on the flight into camp, she had to wrestle with the thought that her long-time partner, Melbourne Storm rugby league centre Maurice Blair, might have sustained a broken neck.
She had been watching the Storm play Canberra in the Melbourne airport departure lounge when Blair was left prone on the turf after his head was driven into the ground in a tackle. The sickening incident looked season-ending - and possibly career-ending.
"It was pretty horrible watching him get put on a stretcher in a neck brace," remembers Tairi. "It felt like a really long flight to New Zealand because he was taken to hospital and I wasn't sure how he would turn out. But the Storm were really good; when I landed in New Zealand, they already had the hospital updates for me. Everything turned out okay in the end but it was a pretty awful flight, that one."