Kiwi rider George Bennett has withdrawn from the Tour de France during the 16th stage due to illness.
The Team Lotto NL - Jumbo rider was sitting 12th before today's stage and says it was the worst feeling to pull out. But a high fever the previous day had left him with little energy to complete the 165 km stage from Le Puy-en-Velay to Romans-sur-Isère.
"I don't think my vocabulary extensive enough to describe it really. I'm absolutely devastated," he told Radio Sport's Daniel McHardy on the Radio Sport Breakfast.
"The writing was almost on the wall yesterday. I was hoping for a miracle, hoping I could just get through today and then take it from there and try and pull something out in the Alps.
"If you saw me last night you'd be surprised I'm even here today. It's just the biggest shame in the world. Not a worse feeling for a cyclist to be honest, leaving any bike race - but leaving the Tour is just the worst."