You try to live by your principles, but the uncomfortable truth for me is that sport is a minefield of compromises.
I love sport. I love the feeling that you've just witnessed a small miracle when the Black Caps win a test; watching Valerie Adams psyche out her opposition with her imposing physique and swagger; that confidence you feel just before kick-off in an All Black match; Casey Kopua snatching a spectacular aerial intercept from an unsuspecting Aussie shooter; and that look of grit and determination on the faces of Eric Murray and Hamish Bond, a sheer refusal to be beaten.
But I sometimes hate sport. I hate that it consistently fails women.
This year has produced many highlights for women: Adams, Lydia Ko, Lauren Boyle, the Football Ferns, Lisa Carrington, Team Jolly - aka Jo Aleh and Polly Powrie - in the women's 470 have all delivered special moments.