Ross Taylor was our premier batsman for a long time.
Suddenly and unexpectedly, at a crucial time, he seems to be having an identity crisis, struggling with the new world, the new order. Taylor's class has carried him through until now, but when his form struck a bump, insecurities bubbled over.
For Taylor, the captaincy has gone and so have the mantles. Kane Williamson has overtaken him as New Zealand's No1 batsman. Experts say Williamson will become an all-time great, the best we've ever had, reminding Taylor it is a place he never quite got to. When it comes to ripping teams apart, Brendon McCullum leads the way, and relative greenhorns down the order smash the ball into a pavilion the way Taylor can't any more.
Taylor's captaincy has been obliterated by the reign of his usurper, McCullum, whose exploits are so impressive they have been recognised beyond cricket's boundaries. The new era Taylor is part of is putting the old one he led in the shade. I wonder if he feels hidden in plain sight, his long and superb contribution undervalued in front of the largest home audience ever.
Most people operate best when they know their position in any community or hierarchy and maybe Taylor can't work out where he fits in. Maybe the history between coach Mike Hesson and Taylor over the captaincy change makes it impossible to build total trust and confidence between them, a situation never fully resolved.