Michael Clarke has choked back tears after joining his captaincy predecessor Ricky Ponting as the only four-time winners of the Allan Border Medal.
But he says only returning Australia to the pinnacle of world cricket will truly satisfy him.
The 31-year-old won Australian cricket's top individual prize at Melbourne's Crown Palladium on Monday night, polling 198 votes, 33 ahead of joint runners-up Mike Hussey - retired from Test cricket and dumped from the one-day side - and two-time winner Shane Watson, about to start another international injury comeback.
Clarke, who struggled to speak when presented with the award, later said that celebrating the careers of Ponting and Hussey, along with Glenn McGrath being inducted into the Australian Cricket Hall of Fame, had combined with his own honour to make it an emotional night.
"Tonight's probably the only night through the year that you get to reflect on what's been a great 12 months for the boys from the Australian cricket team,'' Clarke said.