All week I've been hearing about the positives but life, in my book, does not work that way. You can be as good as you like for 90 per cent of your life but if you make one big stuff-up, it will define you.
I just can't focus on the three good tests and the three good days and think everything is fine because 68 is one hell of a stuff-up. Okay, these things happen, we all make mistakes - hell, I've been in teams that have capitulated but it happens too often to this team to allow these misdemeanours to be overlooked because of some handy play around them.
First, you have to acknowledge it happened and ask why. It happened because the same players are making the same mistakes. Yes, the bowling was exceptional but if a sportsman is going to use the quality of his opposition as an excuse for their own failing then I don't hold much hope that sportsman will reach the top.
I was always told to prepare for the opposition to be at their best ... that and train harder than your opposing players were possibly the best two pieces of advice I was given.
Second, you can't find solace in the fact that you were competitive for three-quarters of the match, even Bangladesh and Zimbabwe are competitive for three-quarters of the match. For that matter, in many sports, the champion often takes till the last quarter to take control of the match.