"There was relief, happiness — and obviously it's been a long time. It was very satisfying for me.
"Even walking on the field the first time and [then] walking off tonight made me understand how much of a privilege it is to represent your country."
Stokes was made available after he pleaded not guilty at Bristol Magistrates Court last month.
He immediately joined England on tour in his native New Zealand, a return of sorts after a brief mid-summer stint with Canterbury during the domestic one-day competition.
I was quite emotional walking off there at the end. There was relief, happiness — and it's been a long time.
Stokes revealed how it felt watching his teammates perform without him.
"It was obviously frustrating to watch the Ashes," he said. "I went through all the emotions as I would have done playing, but there's not a lot I can change about that now.
"When that opportunity came back round to represent England again I wasn't prepared to let anybody down.
"All the training and hard work that went into that time spent at home paid off."
Stokes hopes to be a consistent force once again for England, with three ODIs and two tests still to come against New Zealand.
"I hope now this is a stepping stone on the road to trying to keep on helping England win games," he said.
"We've got a massive summer ahead and the World Cup coming up after that as well, so I hope this is just the start of it."
- NZN