Double Olympian Liza Hunter-Galvan won't try to qualify for the London Olympics despite an international court ruling clearing the way for those who have served doping bans.
"I'm not sure if I have good or bad feelings about the ruling, because I don't care any more," the marathon runner said from her home in Texas.
The 42-year-old won the Christchurch Marathon in June after a two-year ban for taking the blood-booster erythropoietin (EPO) in 2009 but suspects she would not be welcome if she did qualify.
"In a nutshell how do you chase a spot that isn't there?" Hunter-Galvan said. "Whether the ban was lifted or not I realise that the biggest hurdle I face is not my age, desire, commitment, injuries, qualifying standard, financial burden, or [the] poor choice I made. Rather it lies in being accepted.
"I have no interest in going through another legal battle, they take a toll on your soul," the runner said, a reference to the Beijing Olympics where she placed 35th after appealing her earlier non-selection to the Sports Tribunal.