Sandra Stevens' heart sank when she opened her door on Monday night to see Sir Richard Hayes and Lloyd Matheson standing there.
The pair, the chief pilot and operations manager of Southern Lakes Helicopters respectively, were there to say her her husband Lester, winch operator on a helicopter on a rescue mission near the Auckland Islands, was missing along with the two other crew men.
"As soon as they turned up at the door, I knew something was wrong."
Speaking to the Otago Daily Times the day after hearing all three had been found alive and well, Mrs Stevens said she then sat at up all night trying to "think the best".
"I was holding out hope – you have to."