Twelve weeks ago Rachel Jordan lay broken and fighting for her life in a hospital bed after surviving a horror helicopter crash in Mid Canterbury.
She sustained significant injuries to her spine, ribs, sternum, arms, feet and lungs.
She underwent multiple surgeries.
She was told she might never walk again, that it might be months until the extent of any paralysis was known.
But this week the Northland mum took her first steps - and is determined to return home to her family next week on a walking frame rather than a wheelchair.
She spoke to senior journalist Anna Leask about her recovery and how the national lockdown affected her and others stuck in hospitals across New Zealand.
It was a combination of pilot skill and absolute miracle they survived.
Jordan was in the front alongside pilot Lynda Harrap, and newlywed couple Fay El Hanafy and Mahdi Zougub were in the back.
They had just exchanged vows at the picturesque Terrace Downs Resort near Methven, about an hour out of Christchurch city.
The passengers were all a bit nervous, but also excited to get to the spectacular backdrop of the Southern Alps for their wedding photoshoot.
Just minutes after take-off the magic of the day turned to terror as the engine stopped dead in the Robinson R44 helicopter and it plunged to the ground.
All four on board were badly injured, their spines and legs bearing much of the brunt of the impact.
Incredibly, all survived.
It has been a tremendously hard three months for Jordan since the crash on June 12.
She spent weeks in Christchurch Hospital before being transferred to Middlemore Hospital in Auckland.
It was closer to her home and easier for her husband Eric and son Evan to visit.
After a stint there she moved to a spinal rehabilitation unit and there, she has worked hard - inexplicably so - to get back on her feet.
"I was supposed to be going home today," she told the Herald on Sunday on Friday morning.
"But I decided to stay an extra week… I just started walking two days ago, which is epic.
"So I decided to stay so I practise more and go home on the walking frame instead of a wheelchair… I am going home walking."
It's likely Jordan will use both when she is discharged, and she has many months of rehab to go, but getting home is a huge milestone for the US-born photographer.
Since the crash she has had varying degrees of paralysis in her legs but said she has always had feeling in parts.
When she got to the rehab facility she realised the back of her legs and buttocks were still paralysed and she had no idea if that was permanent.
"I was practising standing for three weeks," she said.
"It's been weeks now since I have seen my family and friends," she said.
"It's not easy when you can't have visitors… my husband and son were coming down [from their Northland home] every weekend.
"It's really hard on children when they can't see a parent… when my son calls me he just cries."
But in a week Jordan hopes to be back in her home with her family and her beloved garden.
She's desperate to check on her garden and if she can't navigate it on her walker she'll get wheeled around to check on everything she has been missing.
She also intends on working - she has people keen to book photo shoots and things to edit and finish from before the crash.
"It was a waiting game to see if the muscles would stay paralysed and nobody could tell me anything.
"For me, the worst part was that I like to have goals but nobody could tell me if I was going to walk again… do anything again.
"Literally, no one knew."
Jordan said she was "stoked" with her outcome and knew how lucky she was and how the crash could have turned out.
She said the newlyweds were also back walking and had been discharged from hospital. They too had a lot of rehab to undergo but were positive about their future.
The couple and Jordan were already planning a redo of the wedding shoot.