Natalie O'Brien lost her partner in the Christchurch earthquakes and now worries about what kind of future she can provide for her children.
But a $10,000 grant announced yesterday for quake-bereaved families would make things easier, she said.
Ms O'Brien's partner and the father of her two young children, Jaime Gilbert, 22, died when the bar Iconic he was working at collapsed on top of him in last year's February earthquake.
The loss of Mr Gilbert - who was the family's primary breadwinner - leaves Ms O'Brien "feeling powerless" on a benefit, and "scraping by on the bones of my butt" to support herself, Levi, 3, and India, 1.
She would like to further herself, but feels she needs to be there for her kids, and any part-time work she does will barely cover the cost of childcare.