Anna Osborne lost her husband in the Pike River disaster eight years ago. Today she writes an open letter to thank New Zealand for its support after the Government approved plans to re-enter the mine.
It was different this year. The Pike River memorial, I mean. We stood there at the mouth of the mine portal like we have every November 19th - since the first year following the agonising catastrophe that was the Pike River explosion. But for the first time in all of those years, with the announcement of re-entry of the mine's drift, it felt different for me, it felt lighter.
Don't get me wrong, there is still grief, a lot of grief that I don't think will ever leave the families of the 29 men who died and the two who staggered out, but there is also hope. I don't know exactly what's at the end of the drift, nobody does. There could be evidence of exactly what caused the explosion, there could be the remains of some of our men, there could be a drift runner containing the remains of many of our men.
I do know what will be there is the fulfilment of a promise. The promise made to the Pike River families a long time ago to do everything possible for truth and justice, and the promise to all New Zealanders to not walk away from them when something terrible like this happens to them.