Things were coming to a head between then-National leader Simon Bridges and MP Jami-Lee Ross in September 2018 when Ross secretly recorded a heated conversation with his colleague in which Ross offered an ultimatum: abandon plans to demote him or prepare for an improper donation scandal.
"The problem we have is you've asked me to go and collect [a] $100,000 donation. That donation has not been declared properly," Ross said in the conversation, which was replayed in the High Court at Auckland today as Bridges sat in the witness box. "... Those donations have not been handled in a way that's in accordance with the Electoral Act.
"You've put me in a position where if I have to lose my career I have no option but to go down fighting. I don't think that's helpful to you. I don't think that's helpful to me.
"... I cannot go to the backbench - I'm not going to go there willingly. You would have to force me there, and then we would have a very public fight because I think that would be very damaging to you too. And you and I both have a lot to lose over this, because breaches of the Electoral Act around donations are very f***ing serious."
Ross is now one of seven defendants in the Serious Fraud Office trial, which involves allegedly illegal donations by Remuera-based Chinese businessman Yikun Zhang to National and Labour. Bridges, who is now retired from Parliament, was never charged with any wrongdoing.
The judge-alone trial before Justice Ian Gault, now in its third week, started last month with each defendant pleading not guilty.
After the long soliloquy in the secret recording in which Ross aired other grievances, Bridges thanked him but immediately zeroed in on Ross' donation reference.
"I think firstly on the donations issue, I'm absolutely certain I have never asked you to do anything illegal," he said. "I have absolutely no doubt of that because I know my morals and my integrity and I don't accept that within it.
"And I don't say that in any way other than saying to you that is not going to be a factor in my consideration. If ultimately that comes out in the way we deal with things here, I want you to have zero doubt that's just not an issue for me and it's not going to be a factor in all this."
Less than a month later, in October 2018, Ross told media about the donation, positioning himself as a whistleblower to what he said was corruption by Bridges. Ross went to police the next day, handing a detective recordings and documents that are now being used to prosecute him instead of Bridges.
That donation was the focus of Bridges' testimony today.
Bridges said he remembered having dinner at Zhang's home alongside Ross and his wife in May 2018. He might have met Zhang at one or two prior events, but he didn't know the businessman personally, he said, explaining that Ross would have organised the dinner.
Prosecutors showed the former politician a photo from the dinner in which he sat between Ross and Zhang, with co-defendant Colin Zheng - described as Zhang's right-hand man - also sitting next to them.
There was "no detailed discussion at any level about donations" during the dinner, Bridges said, but he acknowledged the gathering was "in that context" of a possible future donation.
Ross told police that he got a call from Bridges a week later in which the party leader said Zhang had committed to a $100,000 donation but didn't want it made public. Bridges acknowledged having called Ross that night after running into Zhang at another event and learning of the donation.
But he would never have concerned himself with collecting donations himself or instructing others how to go about processing them, Bridges said.
"It's a big, many-thousands person organisation ... but as leader I certainly didn't, wouldn't," he testified. "You simply don't get involved in things you don't have time for and are other people's responsibilities."
Ross told police he then naively "acted on my leader's instructions", collecting the $100,000 donation, which was then split into smaller donations that were below the $15,000 declaration threshold. He gave police a list of people whose names were attached to the lesser donations.
Donations totalling more than $15,000 over the course of a year must be disclosed to the Electoral Commission, according to the Electoral Act.
Ross told police he didn't record the initial phone conversation with Bridges in which he claimed to have received the incriminating instructions, but he went on to secretly record another call with Bridges followed by two conversations in Bridges' Parliament office that would later be played in court.
In none of the recordings does Bridges give instructions about breaking down the donations or acknowledge having done so.
When asked again on the stand today if he had ever given Ross instructions to collect the donation in a covert way, Bridges responded: "I reject that entirely."
The secretly recorded conversations in Bridges' office came about as sexual harassment allegations against Ross emerged from four Parliament staffers, which Ross vehemently denied. Bridges had also accused Ross of actively scheming to destabilise the National Party and was planning to take Ross' portfolio in response.
Ross' lawyer, Ron Mansfield QC, acknowledged during cross-examination of Bridges today that his client's words in the recording amounted to "veiled threats", but he also described his client at that point as "a desperate and unwell man".
"He also had acute mental illness, didn't he?" he asked the ex-politician.
"I don't feel qualified to give a strong opinion on that," Bridges responded, before adding that he did speak to Ross' psychiatrist around that period "in regard to those issues to ensure we were taking into account his welfare".
Mansfield continued: "What he was saying [about the donation] simply wasn't true - they were simply designed to cause you political damage, correct? It's to unsettle you so you feel forced to consider your position."
Bridges agreed.
Mansfield also noted that Ross went to the media and police with the donation allegation within a day of Bridges telling him the results of an independent investigation into who had leaked his travel expenses to the media. It was Ross.
"You can see how personally and politically threatened Mr Ross was when he made that media statement," Mansfield said. "It seems his political career was over, his mental health was acute and he was prepared to throw himself under the bus as he threw you under."
"Or he went down trying to have all guns blazing," Mansfield interjected.
"I accept that," Bridges said.
Mansfield finished his lengthy cross-examination by apologising to Bridges for having him relive the final days of their political partnership, which ended with an announcement of the internal investigation findings and an angry text from Ross' wife.
"What the hell have you done???? You said you'd protect him. You promised," she wrote, referring to her husband's mental health.
But there was a point to the questions, Mansfield added.
"The allegation that Mr Ross made against you and against himself wasn't true, was it?" he asked.
"No, it wasn't," Bridges replied.
Mansfield continued: "There's lots of reasons we should be cautious about anything he was saying around that time, isn't there?"
"Sure," Bridges said.
But Bridges later clarified under questioning from Crown prosecutor Paul Wicks, QC, that at the time of the dinner with Zhang and the donation he had "no sense whatsoever" that Ross "was acting in any way other than he ordinarily had". Ross was still a trusted member of his leadership team at that point and would remain so for several months, he noted.
At the Crown's request, he also clarified his answer when asked if Ross' allegations were untrue. They were certainly untrue in regards to himself, Bridges said.