Former Green Party co-leader Metiria Turei was a philosophical presence at an otherwise sombre gathering of party faithful in Dunedin on election night.
There was a sense of relief that the Greens made it into Parliament, but the mood was low.
Contemplating the end of her political career, Turei said she left it to voters to decide her fate when she stood in Te Tai Tonga. She lost to Labour's Rino Tirikatene by nearly 4000 votes.
"I'm in good shape.
"This is one of the benefits of leaving it to voters to make the decision about what my future was.