Bevan Chuang, the former mistress of Auckland mayor Len Brown, is keen to reapply for a position on the Auckland Council's ethnic advisory panel but is fearful of a mayoral snub.
The council yesterday called for applications for three advisory panels covering ethnic peoples, Pacific peoples and seniors.
Miss Chuang hasn't made a final decision on reapplying for the job in which she met Mr Brown but told the Weekend Herald she was unsure of what the reaction would be.
"Len first said it in a radio interview and again in other media interviews that I won't be reappointed, so what chance is there for me even if I applied," she said.
"I am really scared that if I apply, I would probably get shortlisted as a former panel member ... [but] what happens if I get the job and what does that mean for me and Len?"