"It's a waste of my time, and a waste of resources," Ms Hawkins said.
The only benefit was the news, confirmed in a written decision by panel convenor Justice Warwick Gendall received this week, that Te Hei still has "considerable work" to do to lower his security classification to the stage where he could again be a candidate for parole.
She attended with youngest daughter, Tracey, who was 13 at the time of the murder and said yesterday: "I didn't realise he'd done all that. It turned out to be a real good hearing."
They stayed the night in Wellington, and went out to dinner to celebrate, releasing some of the restraint she had felt while Te Hei was allowed to be in the community and in the time after the murder.
Widowed and bringing up her girls and son, Joseph, in a state house on the corner of Williams St and Savage Cres, Marewa, , she says she worried so much for the surviving children after the killing sometimes she wouldn't let them leave the house.
"And I locked myself in," Ms Hawkin said. "I didn't barely ever go down to the shops."
"No such things as Victim Support then. It was just your on your own, get on with life."
Ultimately she moved to Wairoa and lost Joseph in a car crash. But now she has achieved a state she never thought possible: "Happily remarried."
Te Hei was one of two men convicted for the murder in which Ms Burrows was kicked and run over by a vehicle in the middle of the night as gang members reacted to her refusal to have sex with them. Her body was found on June 19, 1987, in a reserve upstream of the Brookfields Bridge.
Te Hei was arrested within days, and would have been eligible for parole after 10 years, had it not been for the jailhouse attack in which he was involved with brother, Warren Te Hei.
Te Hei had not sought release in a parole hearing a year ago, but was granted limited day-release by prison authorities in November 2012.
Justice Gendall said: "Shortly thereafter allegations arose that he was involved with contraband items whilst in self-care and had been continuing to act in his old ways of standover tactics.
Te Hei denied the allegations before the board, but was not entirely consistent, nor persuasive," the convenor said.
As a result of events in December 2012, his minimum security classification was reviewed, and Justice Gendall said "by a wide margin" Te Hei no longer met criteria to be classified an "undue risk" to the community."