The man accused of murdering Grace Millane broke down during a second interview with police and admitted his Tinder date was dead and he had disposed of her body.
The jury in the High Court at Auckland is watching the videotaped interview conducted on December 8 - a week after Millane went missing.
Crown prosecutors allege that on the night of December 1 last year - the eve of Millane's 22nd birthday - the accused strangled her to death in his CityLife hotel apartment.
Brookie also asks why he is now telling the police this version of events.
"Because I want her family to know that it wasn't intentional," he said.
"But I also want her family to have closure and the other night when I was questioned by police I was still shocked and I apologise for misleading. So yeah, it's basically so her family understand that it wasn't an intentional thing."
'I'm sorry': Accused told police he started dialling 111
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When asked by Detective Ewen Settle why he didn't call for an ambulance the accused said he "dialled 111".
The accused said he then left to buy cleaning products - which was captured on CCTV.
"Then I remember coming back and I messaged a friend to catch up because I didn't think it was real," he said.
That "friend" was another Tinder date he went on in Ponsonby on December 2.
"I couldn't get through the beer I was drinking," he said.
"I got back to CityLife and ... I spewed up a few times because I couldn't put Grace in the bag. All I could think about was what we shared the night before.
"And then I put her in the bag. And the whole time I just kept saying I'm sorry," he said crying.
"Because I didn't want to be around if Grace wasn't there and didn't think I deserved to be around because of what happened.
"I went and got the suitcase and put it in the hole, and covered the hole and then I drove 10-20 metres to the reservoir and sat there. I sat there just wanting the paracetamol to kick in, it didn't, so I drove back to the city."
In the courtroom, the accused didn't look up again until he tells the detective he drove the rental car out west and cleaned it.
Throughout the video, the accused has been reading the transcript in the dock and fiddled with his pen, but has generally looked calm.
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The jury is watching the second police interview between the accused and Detective Ewen Settle.
"I noticed he was not speaking to my face or looking at my eyes," her statement read, adding there were red marks between his fingers and on the back of his hands.
"His eyes were creepy looking, they are rather intimidating," Golberstein said.
She prescribed antihistamines.
After seeing the accused's name published in overseas media in stories about the disappearance of Millane "it triggered me to come in and talk to police".
Accused's Tinder date after Grace's death
The somewhat notorious hills in the city's west were mentioned by the accused during a Tinder date at a Ponsonby bar during the afternoon of December 2 - just hours after Millane died.
The accused's date recalled her rendezvous with the alleged murderer for the Auckland court yesterday.
He buys a large suitcase there and later visits a nearby supermarket where he buys several items, including Janola power cleaner, gloves, and a packet of gum.
Later that morning he rents a small red car for 24 hours.
After his Ponsonby date, CCTV shows him preparing to dispose of Millane's body.
At about 9.27pm he is seen pushing a luggage trolley with two large suitcases and a black sports bag from his room to the rental car.
Millane's parents seated in the back of the courtroom, David and Gillian Millane, were audibly upset as they saw the suitcase containing their daughter's body being moved.
After leaving the car in a carpark overnight, the accused begins his journey to Scenic Drive in the Waitākere Ranges at 6.14am on December 3. However, he stops at an ITM hardware store on the way and buys a red shovel.
By 9.30am the accused returns to CityLife - CCTV shows he is barefoot.
Later on December 3, the accused visits and returns to a dry-cleaner's and drives to another Warehouse at the St Lukes shopping centre where he buys a second large suitcase.
While in St Lukes, he makes the short drive to Washworld, a self-service vehicle wash station where he spends about 15 minutes cleaning the rental car.
CCTV shows him also calmly leaving the red shovel leaning against a wall before driving away.
By December 5 the accused is considered a person of interest and is contacted by police.
Later that day, however, he can be seen on CCTV walking into Albert Park in central Auckland carrying a sports bag.