It was one of the most gut-wrenching of jobs: telling the nation the body of 2-year-old Auckland girl Aisling Symes had been found.
The little girl's disappearance brought New Zealand almost to a halt. Kiwis held their breath as police and volunteers searched west Auckland four years ago.
Waitakere area police commander Inspector Gary Davey was the man charged with finding Aisling. But on the night of October 12, 2009, he stood in front of the community and the TV cameras, his blue uniform crisp but his head bowed, and delivered the grim news. He stumbled slightly over his words, paused, then paused again. He swallowed, and tears welled. The girl's body had been found.
Two years later, Davey quit as Waitakere area commander after a review revealed some of the lowest morale in the country. He took responsibility for that, and took the fall - but it's worth giving some thought to the demands New Zealand puts on its police, and the way we treat them. Most of us would suffer poor morale if we worked such hard and dangerous hours, for so little thanks from the people we dealt with.
Last Saturday night, the Herald on Sunday went out on the beat with Inspector Davey, now Auckland district crime manager. The picture we publish today tells the story better than any words.