Dr Ashley Bloomfield has spoken out about the personal toll that the pandemic has taken on him, revealing his "moments of great self-doubt and of anxiety".
Bloomfield made the confession during a webinar last week with the Graeme Dingle Foundation, detailing how he copes with the pressure around the daily updates on NZ's fight against Covid-19.
"I know when I have [an upcoming press conference] because by 10 in the morning, I can just feel my cortisol levels rising and I'm focused. I'm probably not that much fun to be around at work, only because I'm focused and thinking about what's coming ahead," he said.
"In this role – and I'm quite open about it with my staff – I have moments of great self-doubt and of anxiety, and I love the days when I don't have a stand-up to do."
Bloomfield credited his staff for helping him prepare for facing the media, but said that being honest with himself was key.