Nuha Asad is takes comfort in the fact her husband died during prayer - something so meaningful to him and his family.
Ali Elmadani was one of 50 who died in last Friday's shootings at two Christchurch mosques.
While many people would be angry the grieving widow says she instead takes comfort knowing the 66-year-old died where he did.
"We should be strong, especially in this case. I lose my husband but I'm not angry. I'm sad because I don't see him again, I don't talk to him again.
"I'm happy in the same time because it happened while he prayed. I take comfort because he was a good man."