Colonel Raymond Seymour finally saw the Valour Alcove on Thursday night, almost six days after thieves ransacked what he calls "the nation's treasure trove of military memorabilia".
"I was devastated," the retired colonel, who is the director of Waiouru's Army Museum, told the Weekend Herald yesterday.
Earlier, he confessed he was dreading seeing the trashed heart of the museum.
"It's not going to be easy because this is going to be the first time I see what these bastards have done."
The 60-year-old, who served in Vietnam, knew many of the recipients of the precious medals, including double Victoria Cross winner Captain "Charlie" Upham, who was with him on a trip to commemorate the 40th anniversary of the battles of Greece and Crete in 1981. "He was proudly wearing his VC and Bar," Colonel Seymour said.