Throughout the day information filtered in through social media. Three people's lives wiped out in an instant not long before dawn thanks to the decision of one driver to pass another on a blind drop in the road while attempting to outrun a police car.
If you had asked me on Saturday did I approve of police pursuits I would have wholeheartedly said, yes. I too like to see the bad 'uns caught and as quickly and decisively as possible. The events of early Sunday morning however, have changed everything.
My road and my community are scarred now by tragedy and the needless loss of life. Not only has a completely innocent woman been killed because, for a nanosecond she was in the wrong place, but two others have left traumatised families and friends who will be forever affected.
What about the local police who, thanks to police procedure, were doing what they thought was right?
They are people with feelings as valid as any of us along with those of the first responders and members of the public who had to process the shocking scene of multiple deaths and destruction.
The road I live on used to be a country road. It is now a busy arterial route and the amount of traffic has multiplied considerably since the Kaikoura earthquake. It can sometimes take me up to eight minutes to get off my property into the stream of traffic.
You must never be in a hurry as injury and possible death are only centimetres away. It is definitely not a good place to travel at 150km/h. Even 100km/h is too fast.
I no longer believe police pursuits are a good thing. The crazy adrenaline-fuelled decisions that can be made by offenders with the flashing lights and sirens of the law behind them is a recipe for a tragedy. Our statistics show far too many people die as a result of these chases and we are becoming increasingly out of step with other countries that have banned, or at least, reduced them.
Yes, we are a country that believes in the legitimacy of law and order but there have to be other ways to catch criminals that don't result in the carnage that ripples into our communities, creating deep and raw wounds that will never completely heal.
We have to work harder together, to communicate better, to not be afraid to pass on information that we know will help the police and, in the end, help us all.