"Did someone kill that chicken?" asked my eight-year-old as she witnessed me wrestling a headless and certified organic chicken into the roasting pan - an experience I find unsavoury at the best of times.
It requires me getting closer to the source of my food than I'm really comfortable with. Roast chicken? Delicious. Having to acknowledge we're eating dead animals? Kind of gruesome.
I recently spent twelve months as a pescetarian (and wrote about it for Canvas in an article entitled Something fishy about that diet) partly so I wouldn't have to discuss the politics of slaughtering barnyard creatures to meet our dietary requirements with my animal-mad child.
Earlier this year I interviewed a vegan for a Canvas story called Bite club: What's eating you? I totally empathised when he said: "I don't want people killing other sentient beings or significantly altering their lives to give me food or make my life a bit tastier."
I admit I'm uncomfortable about the exploitation of animals but I must be too lazy and hypocritical to do much about it. I obviously lack commitment to the cause.
A blood-test revealed my daughter is slightly low in iron. I blame my flirtation with pescetarianism which meant my family were dished up mainly vegetarian food, sometimes accompanied by fish or other seafood. We still don't eat much meat but when we do I encourage my daughter to eat up to boost those iron levels.