She was my first murderer. I’ve interviewed people who survived all manner of terrorists and lunatics: a woman who was the last person to be rescued from the rubble of the World Trade Centre; a woman severely injured in the 2005 London underground bombings. People, miracles each one, who,
Parker-Hulme murderess Anne Perry: My first interview with a killer - Diana Wichtel
There was much what you might call slippage. Of the callousness of the British media: “Attack somebody your own weight who has a chance of attacking you back and I say right, may the best man win. But when you attack somebody who is vulnerable frightened and cannot possibly attack you back…” Cripes.
She did an interview in the back of a car with crime writer Ian Rankin. He raises what in Perry’s world is called “the thing that happened”. She fixes him with an unwavering gaze. “When I was 15, I committed a crime as an accessory… I helped someone kill another person.” Rankin swallows hard. “Was the mother awake, asleep?” he inquires wildly. “Oh, she was awake!” says Perry. I asked about that interview. “I thought it wasn’t too bad at the time,” she mused, “but I’ve had a lot of people say ‘Woo, that was a bit rough wasn’t it?’ I guess it was worse than I thought.”
One of her characters, amnesiac investigator William Monk, fears he is himself a murderer. Nothing to do with her own life, Perry insisted sharply. Still, her characters often seek redemption. Could she forgive herself? “You’ve got to… Is there anybody who hasn’t made mistakes thinking it was the right thing to do at the time? And realising afterwards that it certainly wasn’t? No. Exactly.” Dana Linkiewicz, in her haunted 2010 documentary about Perry, Interiors, describes such starchy replies as, “the sentences she needs to cling on to to manage her life.”
Perry writes, of Monk, “…there was still a black horror which held most of it from him, a dread of learning the unbearable.” Is it possible to fully face the thing that happened and carry on?
At the 1954 trial one of the girls’ fantasies was described. “They would go to Hollywood, choose their actors and supervise the filming of their novels.” When we spoke, Perry was hoping that options on some of her novels would progress in… Hollywood. The whole thing still does my head in.
Midnight my time. Perry signed off with a cheery, “Keep a good thought for me that some of these Hollywood things turn up!” I told her I would.